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February 25th, 2005 09:13am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

New Journal !! :)




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February 19th, 2005 05:37pm]

If you read this, even if i don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you

*i made it so that anyone can comment to this entry *
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February 16th, 2005 03:55pm]

bored.. hehe

Perfect guy.. uh yea :PCollapse )

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February 5th, 2005 11:22am]
tell me anything, a secret, a story, something that will make me smile.. anything! you can post as many times as you want.<3


if she fell apart, if you saw her break, would you even care ?'
(as she smashes the mirror shes looking into)
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January 31st, 2005 08:02pm]
[ mood | happy but bored ]

Step 1 Reply with your name and I will write somethinq bout you.
Step 2 I will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.
Step 3 Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
Step 4 Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
Step 5 Put this in your journal.



p.s This entry is public, so you all better do it. <3 :))

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locked up. [Monday,
January 24th, 2005 02:38pm]

-this journals now friends only-
. comment to be added
. dont start shit
. no drama ;)
. if your already added, you still are.
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January 22nd, 2005 04:18pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Okay well yesturday during the day I didnt really do anything until I had my game. And then I stayed for varsity game with Heather and Alycia. Then after the game we decided to go out to eat at Applebees. It was really fun me and Alycia were like talking about our problems to eachother and it really helped me to talk to someone that can relate to me and listen and actually care about what im saying. Yeah and then after we were done with dinner Alycia asked her mom if me and Heather could sleep over and she said yes.So we went back to her house. And yea lmao that was pretty friken hilarious! The friken bunker thing me and Alycia made over the door was amazing it took alot of skill, im telling you. hehehe We pretty much just talked online with people and talked some more about stuff and acted retarded 8) Lol. And then after we got bored with the computer at like 230 so we watched Scary Movie 3. And also talked some more about the same stuff. Haha. Yea and then eventually in the middle of the movie we all fell asleep. Then in the morning Alycias mom made us chocolate chip muffins. Aww they were yummy. :)) Tehehe and guess what we talked some more, and finished watching the movie where we ended it and then we watched Parent Trap. Hehe good movie! Then at like 12 me and Heather had to go home :( becuz Heather had dance and I was supposed to go to play rehearsal but I didnt end up going. Which really stinks becuz then I could have stayed with my Alycia longer <33 Oh yea and when i got home me and my mom got into this huge fight. It was so bad :(( But yeah anyways im not sure what im doing tonight becuz Krystal asked me to sleepover tonight but when I asked my mom she said no and then just a little while ago she said I could. So I tried calling Krystals house but no one answered. So yeah I dont know whats going on. Hmmm. Well leave me some comments<33

Oh yeah, I think Heather and Alycia both have BEAUTIFUL hair :)) hehe I love you girls so much ! Us three should deffinately hang out alot more. I had alot of funn. :))

Also I really dont care if "you people" hate me becuz guess what ive never talked to any of you in my life, therefore you dont know me and therefore you have no reason to hate me. Just becuz im not pretty and skinny and 'popular'. Thats wicked lame and immature, but o well. Hey guess what, I dont care anyways becuz you guys dont mean anything to me ;)
hehe <3 peace

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January 21st, 2005 12:31pm]
[ mood | the taste of ink- the used ]

Bored. All the ones that are bolded are true. Leave a comment if you would like.


i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me

i am an only child.
i am a shopoholic.
i love dangly earrings.

i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
my parents are strict.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who aren't themselves

i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades.
one of my best friends is a guy.

i have way too many purses.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to.
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.

i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.

i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.

i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love guys that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.

i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense in direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's girl.
i love kisses on my forehead.
i love the color pink
i love to sew.
my eye color changes.
i should see a therapist.
i played on a guys sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate liars.
i like comfy sweatpants.

i can play the piano.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist. (only about certain things)
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love little kids.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.

i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone.
i love summer.
i love the weekends.

i love black eyeliner.
i think i'm pretty.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i have never been camping.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.

no one knows my full story of my life.
i am close with my parents.

i don't have a curfew.

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January 20th, 2005 01:48pm]
wow i totally failed my french final today wich sucks so bad !! but i got a B+ on my theatre final, ahah yes guys im a theatre geek, ugh i have play rehearsal today from 230 - 430, wat fun! :P hmm i really need to find someone else to like haha, yea all my entries are wicked pointless ( im sry ) lol well ppl should leave plans for this weekend ;) <3 commentss
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January 19th, 2005 10:00pm]
[ mood | tired&boredd ]

*im thinking too much abt certain stuff n its making me upset, so im going to do this thingyy*

Nine Things You're Looking Forward To...
oo1. finals to be over
oo2. getting this stupid cast off
oo3. going back to dance/cheering
oo4. febuary vacation :P
oo5. the three plays im in 8)
oo6. meeting new ppl,lol
oo7. hanging out w/ ppl i havent seen in a while
oo8. B tea, cheering banquet
oo9. and umm.. going shopping? yea sure :P

Eight Things You Wear Daily...
oo1. deoderant/body spray
oo2. bra
oo3. undiees
oo4. socks
oo5. my rings
oo6. live strong & breast cancer bracelt
oo7. my heart necklace
oo8. and CLOTHES !! :P

Seven Ways To Win My Heart
oo7. make me laugh
oo6. be able to talk to me
oo5. keep your promises
oo4. be nice to my friends
oo3. sing/ play for me
oo2. care about me/ dnt be an asshole
oo1. and be yourself

Six Things You Touch Every Day...
oo1. my bed
oo2. my toothbrush
oo3. my hairbrush
oo4. my computer
oo5. my counter?
oo6. my sink

Five Things You Do Every Day...
oo1. sleep
oo2. eat
oo3. laugh
oo4. cheer/dance/some activity
oo5. go online:P

Four People Who Rock Your Socks....
oo1. kaitlyn asam
oo2. burtneyy
oo3. my burlster (aka david burley)
oo4. kwittle !!

Three Movies You Could Watch Over and Over...
oo1. a cinderella story
oo2. mean girls
oo3. youve got served

Two Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment...
oo1. vitamin r- chevelle
oo2. michelle branch- goodbye to you

One Thing You Want To Be Doing Right Now...
oo1. hehe 0:) .. lol sleepingg

2 heart

January 19th, 2005 05:09pm]
[ mood | tired ]

hmm yea so yesturday during skool i was a wreck, ugh it was pretty bad but yea after it got better i had to wait for my bus to come to bring us to shrewsberry for our game, so i got DQ w/ akity erica&heather.. n then yea we went to out game freshman lost and JV&varsity won.. i had finals today they went pretty good, i hope. today was so much better times a million! n i hung out w/ megg&molly after the half day & yes i just got back from cheering a lil while ago, i still have to study for my french final tmrw so ill probably be doing that soon .. comments?

i still love you so much, but i'll eventually get over you ... ?


January 19th, 2005 01:53pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

yess well im at molly&meggs today, we had finals today so it was a half a day, same w/ tomorrow, ive been doing a lot better since my last update ! thank god, i still got the feelings just not all the crying :)) lol im happy yea hmm .. im pretty hyper n me & megg are listenging to the killers.. fuckign amazinggg ... hmmm im gunna get back to my singing .. ill update lattter on abt the last couple of weeks comment if you love me .. or even if you dont ;)

6 heart

January 16th, 2005 02:47pm]
[ mood | extremely sad ]

hmm well im really not in the mood to upsate on what i havent, bu all i have to say is this week fucking sucked, i broke my ankle so now im outta dance n cheerleading for like over a month, umm and yesturday i broke up w/ my bf which sucks so bad b/c i still like him soooo unbeleivalby much ! yea.. not a good week at all.. i have finals next week and umm yea im wicked scared abt them.. ever had that like ball in your throat that wont go away until you just cry, well ive been crying since last night, and its still not gone. and i dont know what to do, i hate crying so much !

umm comments?!

probably not going to update for a while; nothing interesting is going to happen anyways or anything good ..

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January 9th, 2005 04:49pm]
umm yea no one comments so im not updating until i get 122 comments :))

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January 9th, 2005 02:58pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Hmm.. this weekend has been pretty boring, everything I had planned did'nt happen. Haha what a supprise! Well hmm yea I'm abt to go take a shower b/c around like 5 me n my Jessica are going to go out to eat together b/c were cool. 8) Hehe I love her. Hmm yea I'm gunna go take that shower. ;) Leave some comments!!



January 9th, 2005 01:08am]
[ mood | bored ]

hmm well its approximately 1:10 im the morning and i am extremely bored, and im not tired at all about .5 seconds ago i was extrememly tired and falling asleep at the desk :P but now i dnt want to go to bed at all .. i wish i had someone over lol .. hmm im not sure what else to say, im just rambling on b/c im extremely bored :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :)) :)) :)) :)) :)) :)) :)) :)) okay that wat my fun for the beginning of this glorious dark day .. lmao okay .. ill go back to talk to jess n dave<3 like the only ppl who are on but its okay b/c i love them both so much x 983u6938569845 :D


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January 8th, 2005 10:32pm]
[ mood | bored ]

What Icon Are You?... by AngryAsHell
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hmm yes that girl scares the friggin shit outta me !! maybe its like a reflection to my own uglyness ??! justt kidding guys dnt kill me :)) much love cmnts?? <3ily

January 8th, 2005 05:52pm]
[ mood | idk? ]

hmm well last night i went to ashys suprise 17th bday .. n hung out at er dads house w/ katie jess holand krystal britt dj brian ryan n some other ppl .. it was prettty fun except i felt like i was dying .. i kept getting wicked bad stomache pains n id get hot n cold sweats n it sucked .. this has been happening for like the past week :(( then in the morning we just chylled n stuff .. n i came home n slept b/c i didnt feel good .. not quite sure whats going on tomorrow? hopefully i can hang out w/ dave ?!! hmm well leave some comments if you love me<33

yea wel i know that my icon doesnt go w/ my bg colr but lj is being gay on my computer .. so im not gunna even bother trying to fixx it .. b/c idc if it matches b/c i LOVE the icon x 89e576395460-8596940 .. anyone else agree? comments <3 ily<3 :))

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January 7th, 2005 02:57pm]
today was good but kinda boring .. tonight i might sleep over jess's :)) n then tmrw i think im hanging out w/dave<3 n then sunday i have to go to scotts to practice for theatre .. mm yea should be a good weekend ?! :P comments?
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January 6th, 2005 03:09pm]
[ mood | very happy ]

im going to shoot this thing .. it looks like fucking shit !!!

alrighty well this snow day was amazingly boring but thats okay b/c it was still amazing x "infinity and beyond" lmao i love you krystal .. hmm yea in the BEST mood ever right now .. n i love it .. ahha

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